Friday 14 December 2012

Resurrection.

You'd think I was rotting in the lowest pit of hell.
Fortunately, I've actually been bubbling at the bottom of a cauldron full of awesomeness. :D
Geez who am I kidding, my life absolfuckinglutely sucks.
Meet Ruhani C. 5'2[Don't roll your eyes, contrary to popular perception, I am NOT 4'2. -.-] Fair. Belonging to a Punjabi family settled in Delhi.
No I am not 25 and no I am not getting married. There is just nothing more to me than THIS anymore. "Happy Roo" is nothing short of a legend now, and the sound of my own laughter surprises me. I am easily confused, perennially frustrated, and surprisingly lonely for a person who is constantly surrounded by a hell lot of people. I isolate myself when in doubt, break things when I am pissed off, get nasty when preoccupied.
The end of the world, Y U NO COME ALREADY?
I am not the biggest fan of change, and everything around me is changing so rapidly, leaving me out of breath ,desperately trying to keep up. Old relationships crumbling, new ones disappointing me in every sense of the word. Breakdowns come to me as naturally as sneezing fits and their frequency is increasing at an unprecedented rate.


All those people who were insisting on me getting back on Blogger, not so happy about me getting back, are you now? :P
BUT having said all of that, I am going to be happy. This new person, I don't like her. Not one fucking bit. That happy-go-lucky person who didn't give a fuck about anything or anyone has got to get back, and that too with a with a BigBloodyBang! So I'm going to dance, and blog, and jog, and smile, and laugh, and chatter on, and do every single thing that I love to do. Every single thing that made me ME. So move over unsuccessful friendships, and unjust companions and terminated love stories. I may not have stability or love in my life right now, but I sure have hope in my heart. :)
WHAT DOES A GIRL HAVE TO DO TO GET A HUG AROUND HERE? :|
Sitting, waiting, wishing.
Roo.

Wednesday 1 August 2012

Din hai suhana aj pehli taareek hai! :D

Hello, peeps! :D
It's been a long time since I received one, so YAY! :D
So thank you Ajay for introducing me to another word of the German language. And for the award, ofcourse :D

As you guys know, with an award comes the tedious task of following the rules and shizz. SIGH.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?
I love following the damn rules! :D It's just so freaking interesting! I love filling questionnaires, in school I always volunteered to be the subject for the Pychology practicals, and as a kid, I absolutely LOVED filling slambooks! So much so, that I once actually filled the last page of my own! :D I'm sexy and I know it! B)

Anyhoo, I've been awarded the. . .

. . . award! :D Woohoooo!

The rules are something like:

  1.  If you are tagged/nominated, you have to post 11 facts about yourself.
  2.  Then you answer the 11 questions the tagger has given you and make 11 questions for the people you are going to tag.
  3. Tag 11 more Bloggers.
  4. Tell the people you tagged that you did.


11 things you might not know about me:

1. I LOVE surprises. Like absofuckinglutely LOVE them! Wanna find your name in my good books? SURPRISE ME! :D

2. Presently, I desperately want a hot pair of red pumps. Wanna make it to my list of top ten people? Surprise me. Then go ahead and surprise me by getting me a pair of red pumps! :D

3. I am disappointed by the fact that there'll be no cute guys in my college[Oh didn't I tell you? I got into Sushant School of Arts and Architecture. :) ]

4. I LOVE dogs! Infact, I want a Cocker Spaniel or a Golden Retriever so freaking badly, it's not even funny! :|

5. I am totally freaking out about college. Everybody is hell bent on scaring me out of my wits by telling me that Architecture is going to kill my social life, will make sure that I never dance again. You know, stuff like that. I feel like running away, screaming, in the opposite direction. :| Ugh!

6. I was in the Basketball team for four years of my school life, and that's probably the only sport that I think iIcan't EVER play! :P

7. JOHNMAYERJOHNMAYERJOHNMAYER! <3 Nuff said.

8. I'm whatsapping with my mother right now. Too cool she is. [Sense the sarcasm, kindly. :P ]

9. I despise Honey Singh. I've been listening to "Main sharaabi" [From Cocktail. SHITTY MOVIE ALERT.] since 11 in the morning. ON REPEAT. Kill me, please?

10. I know the entire rap portion of Angrezi Beat[Again, Cocktail. WUACK]. If you haven't killed me yet, do the honors? PLEASE?

11. I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF BEING A PUNJABI, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!

Acha bas, done.

Eleven Questions for me:


  1. If you were given one wish, what would that be ? : That I am able to learn and master 10 dance forms before I die!
  2. Which place do you wish to visit the most? : Bilbao. Only so that I can sit and click a million pictures of Guggenheim Spain. <3
  3. If somehow you became the President, what would be the first thing you would do ? :The President of India is pretty much a dummy, so I don't think the position would give me much power anyway. :|
  4. Your favourite author ? : Dan Brown. [He REALLY needs to write a new book. ASAP. I miss him. :| ]
  5. How much does blogging mean to you? : Surprisingly, a lot, even after the huge break that I took. this is MY SPACE. The only place in the whole wide world where I can do as I please. This space IS me.
  6. What is the best thing that has happened to you? : Anmol. :)
  7. Would you give away everything for something you love doing? : I would have, if I could have. 
  8. What is the one thing you would like to get from life? : Peace of mind. AND a bit of justice.
  9. What would you do if you won a million dollars ? : First reaction? SHOP SHOP SHOPPITY SHOP! :D But on second thoughts, I probably would sit and plan what to spend where. Yes, i HAVE grown up. :)
  10. What is your Life's Motto ? : I actually don't have one! I am the most random, happy-go-lucky, without a care in the world type of person in the world at present!
  11. How stupid and lame are the questions ? : On a scale of one to ten, ten being the lamest, I'd say 5! :P
Eleven questions FROM me! :

1. The CRAZIEST thing that you've ever done?
2. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
3. If the average human lifespan was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
4. If you could break one law, which one would that be?
5. What do you do, that you think, makes you different from everyone else?
6. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really think it makes the elevator move faster? :P
7. If you were standing on stage, unaware that hundreds of people were watching you, what would you have done?
8. Who do you think is the sexiest person alive? [Please avoid mentioning me. Obvious facts don't need to be reiterated. :P ]
9. Who would you rather date. A worried genius or a joyous simpleton?
10. If you were stranded on an island, which three things would you like to have in your bag?
11. What is your first impression of me/this blog? [Muhahahaha. oh how I love being the evil bitch, the mother of all conspiracies and controversies! :D ]


ALSO, if you don't have anything else on the planet that you need to do, consider answering the following questions:
1. What happens when you get "half scared to death" twice?
2. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?
3. If all the world's a stage, then where does the audience sit?
4. Why are all the alphabets in the order in which they are? is it because it's a song?
5. If you write a book about failure and it doesn't sell, will it be called a success?
6. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
7. What if Batman gets bitten by a vampire?


Please don't send hatemail to me? :P


Anyhoo, the fantabulous people that I would like to present this award to are:


Aesthetic Blasphemy


Pagal hain kya?


Nil

Sour canvas

The Voice In My Head

The Life Of Oblivion

Are you listening?

Icemaiden


Tuesday 31 July 2012

Hello, Annoying.

There is ALWAYS THAT person. That person who makes you wanna smash his/her head on a glass window, the moment you set your eyes on them. Being the temperamental freak that I am, I have always had one or two such people in my life. In the past my faulty judgement may have caused me to dislike an individual for no apparent reason, but I'd like to believe that NOW at least, I'm smart enough to have a certain set of concrete reasons for wishing every night that a certain person would simply vanish from the face of the Earth. Like POOF.
 For years, I believed that I was protective about certain people, certain things, certain activities. But the past few months have made me realize how particularly protective I am of MYSELF. Confused? Well so am I, in a way. But one thing that I know for sure is that come what may, I would NOT appreciate/allow it if a certain individual was hell bent on becoming ME! I am no angel, definitely not some sort of Little Miss Perfect. Nor do I have an enviable life/lifestyle. Hell, I probably have more flaws in my system than Lindsay Lohan! [Okay that MAY BE a teeny weeny bit of an exaggeration, but whatever!] But despite the fact that I probably am Satan's distant cousin, I do not want a second me roaming around on the streets! And definitely not anywhere near me, cause being the hot head that I am, the repercussions could me monstrous!
And hence, if there's a certain individual who wishes that my friends were their's, my words were their's, hell, even my EMOTICONS were their's, i'd like to know if this is reason enough to wish that I was on a separate planet all together. Pretentiousness is very well a punishable offence in Ruchopland[Yes, i just came up with that. Bitch please.], and on top of that if suddenly you think aping me is the best[est] idea there ever was , you're in for trouble. Please, go find a certain sense of individuality.
When in the 7th grade, under the "Your motto in life" section in my Slambooks, my friends wrote things like "Be yourself" and "I am what I am", I often laughed out loud and wondered how somebody could possibly be anybody but themselves! It is now that I realize that my dimwitted friends [Read:Pranav xD] were probably smarter when it came to all this, than I was. So hello, there's one thing you should know. If you did the things that you are doing presently back in the 8th or 9th grade, I probably wouldn't have been so mad. Because I am well aware of the fact that phase is when kids are writing things like "So-and-and-so-person ROXX" on all their bags and shirts and Facebook pages, and unintentionally picking up their friends habits[Ashna would know what I mean. Our handwritings(if at all that's a word) were practically the same through middle and most part of senior school, and I probably picked up more of her habits than my mother's]. Because hey, that's where the entire trying-to-find-their-THANG/identity/place in the world thing comes into play. So well, it's pretty much understandable. But THIS is not. Being a person of their age, trying to be who they're not is not healthy behavior. Trying to portray who they're not in front of the whole wide world is NOT healthy behavior. Living in a parallel universe/creating stories about themselves which are not true is NOT HEALTHY BEHAVIOR. And on top of that, fuck healthy behavior, trying to kill my buzz by suddenly befriending/stalking[you can add following on twitter/blogger to that list] my friends, adopting my habits, my salutation(s), expressions(beat that!), THE FREAKING WAY THAT I AM, is absolutely OBNOXIOUS behavior. No matter how fucked up, how idiotic, how insane I am, nobody else freaking has the right to try to be me! I own copyrights, bitches!
So please, if you're facing an individuality crisis or if you're still the kid from middle school trying to discover who you truly are, my sincere condolences are all I can offer. A smile, a shoulder to cry on, a promise of life long friendship? In your dreams, bitch!

For the rest of you who're absolutely wonderful just the way you are[and that's why i love you/follow you/adore your posts] a big BIG hug for all the welcome messages on my pehle se pehle wala post and all the  wonderful things that you said on the previous one. I genuinely hope that I don't let you down by not fighting back and getting back to who I was. A dancer by heart. :)
Now relieved after ranting my heart out,
Roo. :)


Thursday 26 July 2012

That feeling of emptiness.

My heart is a bottomless chasm. And I seem to keep falling in it. Over and over again.
I keep groping for something to hold helplessly, while I fall, slowly and surely. But I know for a fact that the things and people that once helped me keep my feet on terra firma are either gradually walking out, or are just beyond my reach now.
Just when I think I've found my place in this world, just when I experience a moment of sheer bliss, something or the other makes me realize that happiness for me is just a momentary phenomenon. Maybe I over think things. Maybe I try to read between the lines when there's actually nothing there for me to read. Or maybe I just have waaay too much spare time at the moment. And I'm sure you know all about the connection between idle minds and the devil.
So maybe crying out loud after watching a movie from the Step Up series, or an episode of So You Think You Can Dance is abnormal behavior. It's a pity that's all that comes naturally to me now. What else is one supposed to do when after years of knowing that Dancing is actually what defines you, you're told that you probably won't ever dance in life again? What else am I supposed to do when even after paying for my dance classes for almost 7 years, my mother thinks that dancing was the reason for my academic downfall in the 11th and 12th grade? WHAT exactly am I supposed to do NOW, when I KNOW that all those years of dance training have been wiped from my body's memory in just a matter of one and a half years? I cannot BEGIN to describe this feeling. It's like I don't know who I am anymore. There was ONE thing I could do. One thing I was actually known for. I had my share of ups and downs and through everything, dance was always there for me. I danced to express every emotion possible. It helped me out with my temper issues, it cheered me up when I thought life really wasn't worth living. In the outside world I was yet another face in the crowd. but in the dance class I was SOMEBODY. I want to be THAT somebody again. Pray for me, please?

Friday 20 July 2012

Just a lost soul swimming in a fish bowl...

And then, I stopped writing all together.
THE END.
OR not?
At times all you need is a "I've read your blog a couple of times" to get you going.
Nothing's really changed. I still have nothing to talk about. I still have no fresh ideas in my head for a short tale or one of those vile posts that this blog is so (in)famous for. But you know what? I really don't care. Cause this is where I TALK. This is my voice, and I miss this feeling of being able to communicate with people who live next door, as well as people on a different continent all together. I miss you, blog. I miss typing ilikebigbuttsandicannotlie in my search bar. I miss people agreeing to the random thoughts that I decided to type down, and the healthy criticism that they offered now and then. HELLO FELLOW BLOGGERS. I haven't forgotten you, nuh uh. Nil, I miss being totally taken aback by the awesomeness, for the lack of a better word, of your posts. Peabee I miss that charm of every post of yours, your effortless humor. Vanta, your mindblowing art, Diwi the honesty of your posts. Kanika, the vibrancy of your blog and the utter simplicity, both on the same page. Enchanta and D2, those striking tales that are impossible to ignore. And EVERYONE else as well. DAMN, I miss this space. And you know exactly what I say when I am in a situation like this?
I say BLAHOO.
So hey folks! I am going to back soon enough. Probably not with a bang, but I am going to be back to find my place in this little world of ours which we proudly call the Blogosphere.
Till then,
You know you love me,
xoxo
Gossip Girl.
NAW! I'm just fucking around with you.
I love you peeps!
Roo Roo ROO! <3

Thursday 17 May 2012

Mindblowing May:Day EIGHTEEN =D

Hello there machas! :)
You can read about MM HERE

Today's inspiration is:

What a beauty, she is :)
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.

Wednesday 16 May 2012

MIndblowing May:Day Seventeen! B)

Well hello there, my loyal stalkers! =D
How're you all doing today eh?
Day seventeen is here, so buckle up and join me! ;)
[You can read about MM HERE]

Today's inspiration is:

OR, you could also use. . .


OR you could let your imagination run wild and use BOTH of them!
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.

Mindblowing May:Day Sixteen :) *Updated*

Hello fellas! =D
[You can read about MM HERE]
Today's inspiration is:

OR you could use. . . 


OR you could be the super cool kid and use BOTH! B)

You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.

GUYSSSSS! I'm SO sorry for the late update! :( Was out for a Photo walk! :) Jamaali kamaali! Will post pictures ASAP! :)
AND VIDHIIII! I'm SO sorry for not being able to post your bloglink yesterday :( Big BIG hug for joining me :*
Here'e what Vidhi wrote for yesterday's post! :) - http://chroniclesofchaddimanz.blogspot.in/2012/05/bad-decision.html
AND Tanyaaaaa! Sorry man! HERE'S Tanya's bloglink! :) - http://thetimesofmylifelovendhim.blogspot.in/2012/05/mm-day-15.html#comment-form
xxx
SamBeeee! Thank you for joining me today with http://samrandomrants.blogspot.in/2012/05/artist.html :*
ALSO Kshipra wrote a fantastic piece HERE
xxx

Hello again machas! =D So as it is, I went for a photowalk with two pretty people[Read Diwita and Dipnaa] today. Here's a little heads up. If you ever want to go for a photo walk, Jamali kamali Mosque is NOT the place to be. :| Pretty damn disappointing, if you ask me! :/ Here are a few shots from the day. Do me let me know what you think about them, yeah? :*































Tuesday 15 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day Fifteen! =D

Today's inspiration is :

You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.

Oh and THANKS Bum-ble for that blog award! Loads of love, ya! :*

Saturday 12 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day Thirteen! =D *updated*

Hello there machas! =D There's a surprise for you guys! :* You can choose between two elements today, OR use them both and write something! :) The first one is a dialogue from one of my all time favorite movies, Inception :)

The inspiration for today is :

Don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone!
- Saito [Inception]

OR 


You can use this picture as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.
Loads of love,
RU =D

My Post:
He took a deep, deep breath. And as he stood right on edge, thousands of meters above solid ground, he questioned his decision one last time. Before the question had even firmly formed in his head, his heart responded reflexively. "This is it.", he thought to himself.
Life hadn't been all that fair to him, and he knew for a fact that this was the only way. The last resort. The best option. Either he could choose to stick to his decision, or regret not having taken the leap of faith, and eventually die of old age, all alone in the house of his ancestors.
He wondered whether all that crap about one's life flashing before one's eyes was actually true, wondered whether SHE would approve of this,smiled a bit and stepped off the edge., fear evident in his eyes. 
It felt effortless, almost as if he was flying. He waited for images from his past to torment him, but all he felt was utter peace. Things on the ground seemed to be getting clearer. . . and clearer. . . and clearer and THAT is when the chord tightened! 
Her beautiful blue eyes, now the size of tennis balls, wide with amazement and shock were all he could see, and all his doubts about his decision vanished into nothingness. For once, he didn't care about the thirty odd people around them, who were staring with their mouths open at the man who'd just fallen from the sky. He didn't care about his serious commitment issues,  or about public display of affection. All he cared about was her beautiful blue eyes , and her pretty little face which had the most hilariously confused look on it. He laughed out loud and finally blurted out "Will you marry me?"

Hello folks! Sorry for the lame post today!. This what being neck deep in work+badly formed ideas do to you! :"( Will be back with something better tomorrow, okay?
Till then you can read a much MUCH better post by Joyee at Bittersweet Symphony. THIS is what she wrote! Welcome back, kiddo! :)

Mindblowing May: Day Twelve :* *Updated*

Today's inspiration is :

You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


My Post:







Thursday 10 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day Eleven! :) *Updated*

^ Today's inspiration. 
I'm really sorry but I think it's pretty damn cool =P AND interesting :)
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.
XXX
Hello there! :* I have a LOT of studying to do! Hence I'll be updating MY post early today. However, keep your bloglinks flowing! [Who am I kidding. there hardly have been any :| ]. So yeah, you guys still have to send me your bloglinks by 1 am. Waiting :)

My Post:

"Silent night. . ."
She wiped the dagger with her free hand.
". . . Holy night. . ."
She flung the bloodstained axe in one fluid motion.
". . . All is calm. . ."
She stepped over a smashed head.
". . .All is bright."
She stood for a while and admired her masterpiece.

"Oh look! it's Icky Becky!"
"Icky becky, are you wearing your momma's nightgown to school today?"
"Give me an aaaaai! Give me a ceeee! Give me a kaaaay! Give me a ...."
Who would have thought simply walking through a school corridor could be such an ordeal for a fifteen year old. But Becky was used to it. She was used to the glares, the stares, the hurtful comments. And as every eyeball turned in her direction this morning, each person coming up with one "witty" remark after the other, Becky didn't really care. She was headed towards the school Auditorium with a certain sense of purpose. Choir performances had always enthralled her, and she was really looking forward to the carols they were going to sing for the audience that day. They were going to wear tiny Father Christmas hats, and pretty white dresses, and sing five carols back to - 
"Hey Ickiness! Where do you think YOU'RE going?" Her train of thought was interrupted by the daily shenanigans of Ellen and gang. Popular, pretty, and undeniably slutty, Ellen and gang were the typical cheerleaders of high school. And for some unknown reason, they considered little Becky their obvious punching bag. 
Trying to pretend as if she wasn't aware of their presence, Becky hurried along the corridor, only to have her path blocked by a long, over exposed leg. "I said, WHERE do you think YOU'RE going?" "Th-the au-audi" "THE AUDITORIUM?", Ellen thundered. "Who gave you the right to fuck up Christmas eve for all of us every single year with your obnoxious singing?". But before Becky could come up  with a suitable reply on the lines of "Your highness. . .", she realized she was being dragged away from the auditorium. And that she was being dragged by her pretty little ponytail. The cheerleaders burst into malicious laughter, while Becky struggled to release herself from Ellen's tight grasp. But Ellen didn't let go of her till they reached the deserted third floor girl's loo.Three hours later, Becky was found unconscious, her mouth covered using her own sock,tied to one of the pipes with her pretty white dress, which couldn't be called pretty or white anymore. .  . .
 She felt the roots of her hair shriek out with agony as she cut, tore and carved tonight. She felt her wrists burning up with pain as she smashed limbs, and heard them pleading for mercy, right outside the third floor girl's washroom. And as the 400+ gathering in the school auditorium waited for American Idol winner Becky Bennet to perform on the night of the 15th school reunion, Becky decided to put up a pending performance for four pairs of broken and torn apart limbs and smashed heads, A smile of sheer satisfaction spread across her face as she sang. . .
"Sleep in heavenly peace,
Sleep in heavenly peace. . ."


The super-cool individuals who joined me today were:
Diwita[She's back back BACK =D] with http://diwita.blogspot.in/2012/05/it-stays-mm-day11.html
And Tanya with http://thetimesofmylifelovendhim.blogspot.in/2012/05/sunday-nights-in-saturday-club-always.html
See you guys tomorrow :*

Wednesday 9 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day TEN! =D *Updated*

The inspiration for today is :

This one's for all the Potter lovers :')
[ You can expect another Potter related post soon ;) ]
Talking of which, how many of you joined Pottermore? =D Tell me your User names now now NOW =D
Anyhoo,
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


My Post:

You're still here. Though I can't sense your presence anymore, I know you're watching over me. Watching over us. Better place or not, I sincerely wish you were around. 
Love,
Meoww.


The wonderful WONDERFUL people who joined me today were:
Sam B with http://samrandomrants.blogspot.in/2012/05/ones-that-love-us-never-really-leave-us.html
AND Revacious with http://revathiunlimited.blogspot.in/2012/05/chasing-inspiration.html.
Hope to see you guys around here more often :) <3

PS. You guys can still mail me your bloglinks by 1. I'll add them here tomorrow morning. ciao :)

Tuesday 8 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day Nine! =D *Updated*

The inspiration for today is :

A dancer's delight :)
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


Akanksha joined me today with http://lizardtailgonecrazy.blogspot.in/2012/05/just-today.html
I shall update this post along with what I post today :)

Monday 7 May 2012

Mindlowing May: Day Eight! =D *Updated*

The inspiration for today is:

Again, another beautiful song :)
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


My Post: 


How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground. 
What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here....
"Let me roll a joint for you, brother?". I stared at it, and it stared back at me. I took a deep breath. And apparently, that didn't help my case in any way whatsoever, considering the fact that the entire room was encompassed by menacing clouds of greyish smoke. Stainedyellowpieceofpaperwithablackenedend. "That is all it is,okay?" The voice in my head disagreed vehemently, and I was reminded of last Summer, when I had been the one raising that very question in front of several "newbies". Last summer. . .
"Is it just me, or is Floyd ACTUALLY sounding better?" Numerous chuckles, followed by snorts. "Ha! Like that's even possible!" But I had moved on to something else altogether, already. For starters, despite the fact that I had just consumed an extra large Barney's Best hot dog, my stomach felt like a bottomless chasm. What the hell was that all about? My brain had burst out of my skull and was floating somewhere mid air. I watched it perform back flips and summersaults, and heard someone giggling like a girl. Naw, that was just me. Did I usually sound like that? I really needed to start checking myself. In the mean time, my brain had smashed back into my head with considerable force, and apparently, it had enhanced my listening skills. I smiled, and began air guitaring for some very weird reason, and each and every note of the number playing in the background sounded crystal clear. 
This wasn't one day. This was every single day without fail, during the month of May. And this was actually the best case scenario. What had happened over the month shook me pretty bad, and it took me the rest of the year to get my life on track. And now all of a sudden, I was back in the same room, with the same people, the  same Floyd numbers, and the same rolled up, stained yellow sheets of paper. . . 

Hello fellas! This post is sort of incomplete, cause while writing it, I realized I couldn't really hastily conclude this one. So I'm going to sit and think about all the possible conclusions to this story and get back to you. In return, you must answer one question for me. Y U NO SEND ME YOUR BLOGLINKS NO MORE? :(
Love [Teary-eyed-love, that is]
Ru. </3












Sunday 6 May 2012

Mindblowing May: Day SEVEN! =D *Updated*

Mindblowing May is a week old already,eh? =D
Sooo I chose two pictures for today's post! =D And though they're quite similar, you can use one of them OR be super experimental and use both! That's up to you! :)

The pictures for today are:

OR/AND




You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


My Post:


They were quarreling over some petty issue again.They were like two tigresses at each other's throats, waiting to find a loophole in each other's arguments. Oh little Sophie had inherited her fathers foul temper right from the beginning. Her mother on the other hand had developed it over time. Life and it's ordeals had taken a toll on her, and aggression had become her defense mechanism. It was a difficult world out there for a single mother, trying to tackle a rebellious teenage daughter, along with a dozen other responsibilities, along with ensuring food and shelter for them both. 
Like every other night, he stood right there, on the same spot, watching them trying to resolve their day to day altercations. The topic of discussion tonight seemed to be some sort of vacation. Only Sophie wasn't willing to take it with her mother. "You listen to me young lady. You're just 16, do you realize that? Stop trying to grow up so fast!" "I'm sixteen mother,not SIX!" "How is that even a valid point?" "What do YOU know about valid points. Not like you've ever made one!" "You watch your tone with me Sophie Mills or you'll regret opening your mouth in the first place" "You know I really don't get what the problem with you is. Why can't you simply accept the fact that I'm old enough to take care of myself? I know dad would!" That did it. The living room at the Mills' was enveloped in a sheet of deathly silence, and a wave of guilt washed over him. If he had a heart, it would have burst open with pain. For he was long gone, and this, this pitiful existence was just like an imprint of the man he once was, on the face of the Earth. Or maybe, just maybe, all the guilt, all the regret prevented him from moving on, to what many people called an afterlife. Either way, Joseph Mills could be found outside 11 Brook Drive, watching over his torn apart family, every single night.
He did his bit, every now and then. Caused a power cut when they were in the middle of a heated argument, rang their doorbell and simply stood in the doorway while Jody looked right through him into the street, you know, little things like that which made them forget the series of bitter retorts they had lined up for each other. But he knew for a fact that power cuts and doorbells would never fill the void that was created by the absence of the man of the household.
He tried to make himself feel better about himself at times by concluding that he had no other option but to walk out of their lives. To walk out of his own life. But he'd always been a man of morals, and he knew deep within that there was always, always an option. And walking out on family was never one. He had his reasons for committing the heinous act of self destruction, reasons his loving wife and young daughter were unaware of till date.
Only a few moments had passed, and Jody had recovered. "Sophie. Go to your room" "But. . ." "Sophie. NOW." The look on her mother's face was enough to tell little Sophie that her mother was not in the mood for arguments. He wished he could reach out. He wished he could comfort her in any way possible, wished he could tell her to take it slow. He watched through the window as Jody tried to regain her composure, restore the mask that had fallen in a jiffy. His heart reached out for her,and the drapes fluttered. Sensing the presence of her late husband of eighteen years, Jody whispered half heartedly into the darkness. "Jose? Is that you?" In an instant, her guard fell, and Joseph watched his wife weep miserably.
She cried to her heart's content, while he watched helplessly. That night, she walked into her daughter's room, watched her furious little angel sleep for a while and hugged her tight. Tomorrow would be a different day in every sense of the word, a new beginning. And because he had reached out to her, she would reach out for the only family she had left. And make it work :)

Saturday 5 May 2012

Mindblowing May:Day SIX! :) *Updated*

You can read about Mindblowing May HERE
Today's inspiration is not a picture. Not a song. Not a GIF.
Today's inspiration is:

"For you, a thousand times over"

These are words from one of my all time favorite books, The Kite runner :) [By Khaled Hosseini] Be inspired, people! :)

You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


Hello, fellas!
The mindblowing minds who joined me today are:
SamB[Welcome back! You were missed around here! :) ] with http://samrandomrants.blogspot.in/2012/05/dadu.html
AND Akanksha with http://lizardtailgonecrazy.blogspot.in/2012/05/for-you-thousand-times-over.html
Will be back tomorrow, machas! :)

Mindblowing May:Day FIVE =D *Updated*

Sorry for the delay guys! :'( Entrances and shit. You understand, right? :/

And today's inspiration is:

Join me, you guys? :)
You can use this as a stimulus and write a post. OR click a picture. OR sing about it[Don't forget to upload the audio,okay? =P] Do ANYTHING. Just be inspired :)
And don't worry about joining in the middle of the month. You can join whenever you want :)
Mail your bloglinks to me at hellotheremachas@gmail.com
I'll be updating this post by the end of the day with the bloglinks of the people who joined me, as well as my own post.


My Post:

In his hoary hands
And folded features,I see
A world of wisdom

So as you can see, here is my first ever attempt at writing a Haiku. I'm not even sure whether it actually is one [ =P ] , but since I tried out the syllable pattern of 5-7-5, let's hope it worked out,eh? =P 
Do tell me what you think about it :)

Sooo the Mindblowing people who joined me  for Mindblowing May, day five are:

Happy reading, folks! :) Will be back with MM tomorrow :*